If you've known me a lot, then you would have known of my reflect saying how acceptance is drives us all. well' today it showed. Every single school day starting from this year, I get bullied (however much they would like to call it wrestling) or made fun of. No matter what I do there will be this time where acceptance is down fall. Just because I don't stare wide-eyed at FHM-ish material doesn't mean I'm gay. I mean seriously, why would I need FHM? I ain't gonna need to know how to have "sex anywhere anytime" anytime soon. Infact, if you've realised all I was trying to do in life is to make friends happier, basically cherish them. Unfortunately, people around us take things differently and mock others.
The Mid-way State with Change for you:
I can see myself in this... no not in tights of in an afro making gay gestures but trying to change myself for others... but like I said people around us see it differently.
right now, I'm thinking of my death that suicide or amnesia where I won't be there and the world 'be a better place.
Never gonna look eye to eye again, never to see that smile ever, never gonna get rid of that awkward feel people give, never gonna see the light.
worse of all, I'm just a teenager whose still doing his secondary school life...the world is merciless when it comes to judgement.
the all-seeing eye,
Geno
sup sup all,
continuing with that post I would like to show some examples, I know in today's world you'll find boys in LAN shops or wrestling or something. However I was born with stars of the 70s to 90s where antique radios and vintage television ruled. I loved the lave lamp and always wanted to play D&D in a basement with NES and the SNES. Hacking every single computer in the country and own bullies' computers. I'm also the geekish type to listen to the beauty of 8-bit music (hey seriously! it CAN get good sometimes). Have you ever seen me do any of these? I guess not well,
The Take Over, The Breaks Over - Fall Out Boy
Travis - Why Does It Rain On Me
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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