A New Perspective...

Couldn't sleep for the past few days. Usually I would just sit in bed thinking of nothing and when I think of nothing, I start to think of death. Not trying to be an emo shit or something but in one of the earlier posts I mentioned something of this sort. My greatest fear is death. I'm not scared of going to heaven or hell; Death I presumme is far worst than hell. Although I'm a christian (not confirmed yet though) somewhere deep down there in my heart I guestion his existence and then I go further to questionthe existence of heaven. The very first memory I ever had was the silence of darkness and then waking up shocked in the middle of the night, like all of a sudden I suddenly came to exist. That's why I tried to imagine death being the very opposite. So I guess my greatest fear is the silence. One day, we must all go to our silent grave never to be heard of again. Its a scary thought to me and thats why I'm gonna live life to fullest from now on.

   I'm gonna smell those roses and enjoy every fuckin bit of it even those fucking thorns cause those thorns remind me that I'm still fucking alive.I'm gonna quit playing computer games, those things are stupid time wasters and aren't fun if your gonna play like an rpg by yourself or something. I'll probably still play multiplayer games with friends cause its them I'm playing for them, the ones that truelly matter. Gonna pick up as many instruments as possible.There's so much to see, so much to do. Never gonna regret my life.

  Those out there who care enough for me that I might be turning into some weird hippie fag, don't worry. I'll still be that dumbass you always knew. I got this post to prove it. Cause why would anyone visit my dumbass blog?That's right no one. ;P





Note: OH and you. Yea you, the one sitting there reading my blog, laughing at me. If you haven't noticed, I just called you a nobody. :P

Someday - Sugar Ray
- Something From my childhood that I remeber till today.

Dosage of dumbass

Forgot to give ya a dose of dumbass:

Audi Asked for it:

New meaning to carpool:

Gun fire

1st guy: I put the guns on fire When I saw the enemy Sir!

2nd guy: I said fire you guns not put your gun on fire...

1st: Does this means I'm fired?
and here's a video!

Robot high School:

Finally updated!w00t!

Right here again so yea...
Sorry haven't been updating but I'm tryiog to focus on my studies lately...
Dammit english
Dammit physics
Dammit chemistry
Dammit combined
Dammit Add Maths and
Dammit Geog!

I really thought i could do better than that..its...its...its so infuriating
I was surprised I got an A2 with E.Maths... Then again the paper was fuckin' easy...so ashamed

LIR5 =======> 27 most likely...
I mean its def... better than the last but dammit!

Definitely people around me did better but those who didnt...

A motivational message from Eugene truly...

YOUR FUCKED FOR LIFE

What the fuck is the matter with you?

You just lost to moi, Eugene!

Are you insane!

What the hell were you thinking?!

Come on you can definitely do better than that,

don't be fuckin' lazy and

DO THIS SHIT!!

REMEMBER:

YOUR NOT ME YOU CAN'T FUCK UP

YOU CAN FUCKIN' DO IT!

A new year

Hey there reader/s,
i wanted to put up a new years post, or least a cny post but naddah. i was studying homework and enjoying. So little time left, so many dreams to make true. Well its been hard to cope with homework as I have developed this weird sleeping habit. I still suck at maths, and humans... I can't help it. I'm doing the best I can and I'm stuck here probably lowest in the level. I feel dissapointed at myself yet morally im supposed to be happy with my all but seriously speaking... If thats my all then I'll fucking kill myself cause I know I'm better than that yet something's holding me back. Anyway

I'm no poet
I'm no guitarist either
Hell I'm fat as heck
I dont make the greatest puns
I may not be the smartest but
I'm still human
which gives me the right to be the way I am so
and all humans deserve to live
Look Out World Cause Eugene Will fuck you in your ass If you MEss with him!

another thing to note is valentines day, coming pretty soon. Since I am already being attributed as some sort of loser I might as tell ya the truth...in a discreet manner;

It was a random person
for the random purpose
but know I know
I was looking for a friend noone special

Dreams...
right, earlier mentioned in this post was that I had dreams,dreams to accomplish.
The main one is to go and study At the MIT, since young I have developed an interest in robots and electronics. However the future doesn't looks bright for me. The pathway is filled withobstacles incuding my parents. Recently mY parents have been 'encouraging' me to become a doctor. I'll let you be the judge, would you ever put your life in my hands? personally I wouldnt want your life in my hands. Hell, i dont even intend to get a gf because I know that one day I might just fall apart and do something stupid.

Here's something I found on the net, have a listen;

I'm Impressed - They Might Be Giants


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