Just to let you hear the truth

The truth is...
I'm a lonely guys in reality. I have no purpose in having this blog. It was just an example of a simple blog for a friend. Afterwards, I had some kind of will, ... , the will to post more to the public. Unfortunately, the truth is, no one IS looking at this, and I'm slowly loosing all my friends... one by one. These are the people I care about most... but no one knows that. I don't even care for my family as much for my friends, which is an irony for a christian like me whose priest told him that during mass. If needed, I guess I wouldn't mind dying for a friend. It's the feeling that I'm hated by everyone and the feeling of loneliness. It driving me insane... and every time I lose a friend, I lose a bit of sanity. I'm sorry 3/5 for being that crazy bastard in your mid-life that has been a bitch to you. that's why I'm posting this:

Bad Day





well, there is a reason why I'm like this...
It started in sec 1, as lively like anyother freshman, talking freely with others... but soon, people became upset because... well, I thought it was the type of talk to talk about, cartoons, games and all... but I was wrong. Soon, afterwards I had a sever case of name calling, I was call and autistic bastard. So shut up for a few months until the mid of sec 2 and it was ok at first, and decided I shouldn't bottle up those feeling I had. this leads to the second song of this posts:

Rooftops




Sec 2 was kind of an emotionally unstable part of my life, everything was wrong including the information given to me (IP screw you f***). This all lead to sec 3 I love my class they are all so friendly and nice to me... but I just had to screw it all. Others may call me sensitive, but the truth is thatno one deserve to see me not give a damn, not matter how much I may look luike I'm not giving a damn, I still do. I hurt a lot of people's feelings when I'm an insensitive bitch.
Anyways, here is the 3rd of the day:

Jenny



and here is the main point:
Perfect